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Hate

Got thru my last shift in flyer. The only job that ive been for 5.5 years. All the blood, tears & sweat. But also happiness, laughter & good friends. I can’t believe its all over now. Honestly it still doesn’t feel like its my last day.

I also cant believe that this is probably the end of you and me. It hurts so fucking bad. I couldn’t concentrate at work. Cried and fought with guests. Such a wreck. Why did you have to do this to me now. Why did you have to bring my bottle up to me, or tell people that you have a crush on me. I hate that we’re taking a “break” but really what is a break? Do you really have to think twice if you want to be with someone? How dare you just dump me. Leave me. Break me. I hate you i hate you i hate you. But i also hate that i still want you. Looking like a fool waiting for your text, waiting for your answer to tell me if you want to be with me and make this work. I HAVE TO WAIT FOR YOUR ANSWER HOW FUCKING UNFAIR. What about my feelings? Right i forgot, no one cares bout me.

Break it all

there’s literally nothing to live for. Nothing.

Break my heart break me apart. Ive nothing to lose anyways.

Breather

Breathe in breathe out. It never gets easy. No matter how hard we try.

Another bites the dust? Once bitten twice shy? Same shit happening all over again. I cannot deal with this. I just can’t. Not again. Why is my life so fucked up. Its killing me.